What to Do in TIme

one deal i hate about time marching on, is that an obsessive compulsive like me always thinks there's more to be done, "i missed it", i'll never have the chance again, etc.

but in trying to work "with" time i try to stick with the natural time periods (days, seasons, years), not the man made (hours, weeks, Jan to DEC calendar)

• by the day: to reach my goals, become my fullest man etc, there are a few important activities i like to be done daily. not too many, but they take effort: reading up on the news (world and local, and local is New York city, which is a world unto itself), exercise every other day (hard core, some heavy weights, cardio vascular, outdoors in all weather, etc), voice (speaking well, stretching my singing to the limits: pitch, volume, timbre), "career": this blog brilliance haha, trying to advance in the arts is extremely difficult of course etc
• by the season: lots every season, e.g: spring: outdoors, blooms, parks, love (wink) etc; summer: beach, outdoors, friends, family;, fall: foliage, nights, etc; winter: snow, activities, holidays.
• year: more my year (between birthdays) not artificial calendar year: writing, progress, physical achievements (not getting any younger), career etc.

of course this doesn't mention special days, birthdays, holidays etc. hell weeks at job etc. rough weather seasons. sickness.

so lots of pressure i suppose. to get much done in time. have done much but always seems like more of course. and always so many reminders (not even mentioning the man made ones) that time moves on always.