Risky Business

how's it hangin'

so one has lived for how long, just surviving, hanging on, tightrope walking. 


one hits a rough slide that even he can't get out of.


but should he build on what was before? 


risk, take off, in maybe even riskier behavior since the "easier" way didn't go thru? 


the "easier" route didn't pan out, so go back to the "risky" route? since it's panned out more in the past? 


even if that means going back to a life he really doesn't want
which will be very hard in some ways. 
but seemingly necessary. 


letting go not much from now.


steps forward, steps backward.