Will.i.am Lowman

really need a break at times

im not sure how much i can write in the near future, for  a while. i need to find employment just to survive  and it's been pretty tough

• low paying, underpaying jobs
• scams for get rich quick:  wire  money back, or pay us hundreds and you'll get a job etc. the worst sociopaths, preying on the desperate
• Bolles, author of What Color is your parachute, a job hunting book: the worst part of not finding a job isn't the money, it's the lowering of self esteem. every one's winning, you're losing. 
• your "'friends" looking down on you, talking shit about you, judging you
• your family guilt tripping  you, saying that you shouldn't have let it go
• the embarrassment  of government assistance. 
• unhelpful job centers, 
• agencies reaping 40 percent of your pay
• the stifling of the knowledgeable, talented, smart, creative, unique
• everyone thinking they know the best way for you to proceed and nothing works
• seeing assholes, idiots, bums with jobs
• such is the Lowman: he knows it all,  everyone laughs at him, but he's really  not worth shit
• at least Miller's had wife, kids, house, car, mistress. right Biff? Cantstandya? Larry? funny: my father was a Salesman too.