The Untouchable Whose Name We Dare Not Utter

you have to wonder how little you're worth when the latest round of snub snobbery comes when  folks that  you know won't even introduce you to others out of politeness. 

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today  i taped some fucking cabaret show for a girl who appeared in some films for me (porn, just kidding),  since i felt i owed her. in the end, no "thank you" announcement  (even the bartender got one), and no intro to any of her family, who she told me about at length. but  a blow off "we'll catch up  later". 

last night: a friend of a "friend" talked to me for a while with her boyfriend (they met thru E harmony--yes, she would rather date strangers on- line than even try it with me). had a nice little conversation. not even an attempt at introduction.

another friend of the same "friend" i recognized, talked to him, remembered so much about him that he couldn't believe it. again, not even an attempt to introduce me to his snobby looking bitch girl friend (for the record, my gaydar always goes  off with this guy, yet my "friend" says he fucks everyone. fucked me last night a bit didn't he). 

i shouldn't even mention that my "friend' didn't even attempt to include me with her "real friends".  probably all from MTV (like my 'friend'), chuckling about how America smokes up the brain tobacco they shit out on the TV. this is the same 'friend' that used to introduce me around, then consistently  put me down me later  (the fem friend cock block bitch  black hole, when you try to get with friends of  a 'friend' that thinks shit of you: maybe the worst block). we used to be at least "friends' on Facebook. now they don't even respond. like a preemptive  Israeli  strike .

nor did she when i asked her some TV advice. yet at  my big birthday recently (a number  with a 0 at the end), she shoved her fucking  vacation pics in my face, and  said to another  "friend" of mine that she would yenta  him up with a friend of hers (this  "friend' of mine 's mother died recently, the fem friend didn't even know about  it. real close eh? ). she also  bragged to my face about herself that she is  one of the most "successful" people in her class. 

did  i mention before that of all the shit that sucks when you're "poor", your "friends" being assholes is maybe the worst of it? 


when you want to get out, circulate, socialize, and the Job's comfort that they give is but torture (i mean "enhanced socializing").